Short Film
Director: Rani DeMuth
Producer: Roger M. Mayer
Writer: Rani DeMuth
Cast: Jane Kaczmarek, David Guerra, Shi Ne Nielson, Alejandra Flores
Cinematographer: Ernesto Lomeli
Editor: Yvonne Valdez
Instagram: @and_now_i_lay_me_down_official
FROM THE WRITER / DIRECTOR
Stories find me. They tap me on the shoulder or bullet train through my chest. AND NOW I LAY ME DOWN came to me in a vision.
In 2022, I lost part of my nose to skin cancer. As a forty-something woman in Hollywood, isn't aging enough?
AND NOW I LAY ME DOWN was inspired by the existential dread of losing my looks and career in one fell swoop. I saw an aging woman in the film industry dealing with rejection and the challenges of being a mother. Amidst flashes of pink and gold, I saw my character—Celia Dalvi. She was a woman with bravado and entitlement. Celia shows how maintaining the appearance of perfection is doomed. My film asks how to be happy when life is filled with sorrow. Celia's reward ultimately is not the resurrection of her career but the reconnection with herself. Sometimes smelling the flowers isn’t enough. You have to eat them.
AND NOW I LAY ME DOWN had its world premiere at the Santa Barbara International Film Festival. It went on to screen at two more Oscar-qualifying film festivals, Hollyshorts and LA Shorts and is currently playing the festival circuit.
We are thrilled to be screening with the LA Women’s Film Festival.